Please, just.. Don’t.
Oh the irony :(
Time is short. Soon. I’ll rest. I won’t have to hurt anymore. No more screaming out to people from places where they can’t hear me so they won’t hear me because they don’t want to hear me. The ones who can’t help. The ones who won’t. All the ones who only care when I smile. Their silence won’t keep me awake much longer. When you are asleep, you can’t feel the emptiness. You can’t hear the silence. You can’t see the darkness. When you are asleep, all of that goes away. Time is short. Soon.
Every day I get up and choose not to end my life because I always find a reason to continue. School is going well. Work is going well. I have good friends and family. What is going to happen on the day I wake up and can’t find any good reasons..
It sucks when you hurt inside and you want people you care about to know how you’re feeling, but you can’t tell them. You know they can’t fix it. And you know they will only listen to it for so long before they turn away. And watching them walk away hurts the most. It sucks when all you can do is sit in your room alone and hurt. It sucks even more when it’s your birthday. Everyone everywhere is still asking why Robin Williams, who was always so joyful and happy on the outside took his own life. I know why. I know how he felt inside. And it sucks.
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